I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity
and I don't want just any kind of love, I want...100% unconditional, fairytale story ending, put my love on top kind of love! While a little scary, I am totally ready to be help captive by love...and I want love everywhere: in my love life, in my personal (self image) life - everywhere.
Just yesterday I made another proclamation that I am ready to meet my husband tomorrow- yes that means today, we should be meeting today if my proclamation is going to stand the test of time. My homie KP asked me if I was really ready to turn over my freedom that fast and I can wholeheartedly say that I am - for the right man.
I know I already love me but I want to love me and all that I am. While me and my side stomachs have become homies, I really don't love her and I don't want to. I really want her to go away so I can love my mid-section. I also want less thigh to love...right now I feel like its too much thigh and not enough love. We two have grown accustomed to one another but I'm tired of them cursing at me like I just have to take it.
Tonight I start doing the Total Body workout twice a week. It is at church so while I'm trying to not die - I get to think about the wonderful joy and blessing that Jesus Christ died for my sins and try not to curse all those chips and nonsense I was eating and loving when I should have been eating salads.
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