I imagine that when I turn 30 that I will wake up, content with where I am in life and realize that nothing changed from the day before when I was 29. I am not day dreaming about the meltdown that might come b/c I haven't reached my fitness goals as well as I wanted, or because I won't be married and won't have kids. I hope to be dating my future husband but I'll leave that up to God and Janaan.
I'm watching one of my reality tv favs: what not to wear, when I realized that I'm no different then the lady on the show. Sure she is well over 30 and has had 2 kids - neither of which fit me but so similar in that I have a fear of what my body has become.
The reality is that at 29 I realized that even with all my confidence and self-esteem I don't want to be the fat girl at my own wedding and I don't want to waddle before I'm showing with the twins/triplets.
So I'll press on to better health and thanks to Lady O, I'm on the way.
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